vexation

I'm so incredibly vexed, so perplexed...
The hurt that ensues cannot seem to defuse
all those things that confuse
the hell outta me.
What's a girl to do?

What's a girl to do
when she loves the guy
who loves her back?
Well, cry--of course;
be laden with remorse.
Tell him to go away
"I don't want to see you
at the end of the day!"
But to my dismay
I didn't quite weigh
the possibility
of absolutely no
emotional hostility.

A rebound,
another chance.
But it's a whole new game.
There will be no same,
no playin the game
just him, to proclaim
his love to me
and how we must be.

All I can think
is how I agree.

-V